Random tag. Just doing this because I'm almost unconscious.

TEN THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE

1. Become part of some video game company as an artist
2. Get my dad an RV (he's been pestering about it ever since I was 4 or something)
3. Run all over America/visit all the other states. Potentially with friends? Or at least go somewhere with them as well before college...
4. Go to Germany with my sister. Or some foreign country w/ sister
5. Be able to pay for my own house. (XD; I'm being really pessimistic. I just wanna make sure there's a roof over my head once I move out from me parents.)
6. Go to college = art school? (once again, super pessimism...-sigh- now my priorities are all showing through.)
7. Potentially become an Art or English(!ifail) teacher. Or New World Leader (of Antarctica) if I'm feeling nutty.
8. Make my apologies
9. Find my happiness
10. Win

I'm feeling really sentimental today.

When I think about what I want to do before I die, I sort of realized that there are a lot of things that I feel compelled to accomplish...but will probably never be able to do. But only time can tell, I guess. (like sort of a realization that you only have so much time before you're dead. so many people (me included, sadly) are under the delusion that they're gonna live forever until death just suddenly sneaks up on them. and then you're dead. our lives are so disposable.)

Lol...yeah, I get sentimental when I'm tired or reflective. Which I have been both throughout the course of today...

If you'd like to do this tag, you're more than welcome to.

IT'S THAT TIME OF THE YEAR AGAIN~

No, not that time of the year.

November eighth marks the day of creation for a very disturbed individual.

It isn't Nathanial Hawthorne.
It definitely isn't John Freeman's. (I think.)
It ain't Dunbar (though he's my new favorite poet thanks to today)
Nor is it my APEL teacher, who I shot in the hand today.

It is...yours truly! Yes, quite. My birthday is coming up on the 8th of this lovely November. THREE MORE DAYS. ARRR. (I'm a pirate)

...

/shamelessplug

HAHA, yeah. I be leveling up to 16, finally. (Sour sixteen, much.)
...
.....

/moreshamelessplug.

...
So.
If. If you feel up to it. Or...like...lol...if you want to shower upon my very stressed-out head a drawing...

OH WHAT THE HELL.

I don't want to be asking/demanding/threatening you, but if you want to draw me something I'd be mighty flattered. I don't care if it's a stick figure or a full blown out angry picture capable of creating doomsday lasers or something, but...it would be super awesome. But you don't have to, XD

I guess I was saying this because I was really excited/happy with the stuff I got last year, which I have to say, all of them were awesome.

/endshamelessplug.

<sub>But yes. On a completely not-so-off topic, I'm going up to visit my sister in her college again on Sunday.

And due to some EPIC BATTLE NAGGING THAT WAS CAUSED BY ME AND BACKFIRED FROM , I NEED TO START WORKING ON MY ORIGINAL COMICS. FFFF, CURSE YOU RED HAT! (but you need to work on yours too).

So...

I'd look out for that in the up coming future.</sub>


ALSO RANDOM SIDE NOTE
Who's getting Left 4 Dead 2? I'm curious because I'm still debating if I should get it or not, or if I can even afford it, first. XD

<sub>That's all! gotta work on some APUSH studying and AP Bio labs.
Have a wonderful Thursday/Friday folks.

Over and out!

(contrary to what the title of this journal is... I actually feel super shameful. XD)</sub>


ANOTHER EDIT

I was reminded about HOW DIFFICULT it is for me to answer the question of what one could draw for my birthday.
Well.

- My OCs. I need to give them some love. (They're all organized in my gallerioo)
- Anything TF2 related. Pyro in particular
- If you're feeling YTP-y, I've always liked making fun of the CD-I Zelda/Hotel Mario games. So you can screw around with that. Bison makes me smile too, but in a bad way. XDDDD
- NATHANIEL HAWTHORN -shotshotshot- I'm really kidding with that one.
- Portal. People love giving me cakes that are lies, I've noticed.
- RANDOM COMIC CRAP. ~Silver-Revlis's b-day comic made me smile, so those stuff are good too. ([link])

Can't think of anymore...but seriously, I don't mind if you go rambo. XD

Why am I still up?

Well, I'm trying to save the grades of my partners.

I hate group projects. XD

Hope y'all have a good night that isn't full of Powerpoint editing. XD

(this is a bumping journal oh lol)

Huh? You want this to be a worthwhile journal?

Well just say something and I'll say something back, I guess.

I don't know.

It's just a generic journal. XD

epic fail edit: okay yeah I'm going to sleep now.

good night folks.

FFFF.
So I just spat out a bunch of sketches at you, as you can probally see.

This is part of my 365 sketches project, which I began on Facebook. I am technically only posting them here though for copyright protection. Damn you, facebook!

But anyways, I'm sorry for pouring them all on you.

Enjoy.

OH YEAH. REMEMBER. THESE ARE FOR YOUR EYES. XDDD Enjoy them? IDK MAN.
If you have any thoughts, go ahead and fire away.

I HAVE FINISHED THE SKETCHES. THEY ARE LONG OVERDUE. GIVE ME A BIT OF TIME. THIS WEEK IS CHAOS. MY GODDDDD.

so sorry for that.

ALSO.

Have a great soon-to-be-Halloween!

KEEP ROCKING.

I know I've said it before, but I'll say it again.

I'm going to be out for...quite a while, XD Which means I won't be able to get to deviations or my message inbox.

Now, that doesn't mean I won't post art. It's just that I really can't afford to spend time here as much anymore, so I won't be on for about a strong majority of the year. I'll definitely try work my way through messages and art, but don't expect me to do a very good job of it. Revelation of the necessity to work hard came to me one night in the form of cramming for a test. So...don't blame me.

Hope your week has been going well. Mine's been decent, but APEL has made me into an even bigger literary nerd than I need to be...I even drew a freaking picture of Pearl from Hawthorn's The Scarlet Letter (which upon ~theredhat's request, will be posted here eventually once I get past all the craploads of focus assignment work I am required to finish. I loved that book though. Dimmesdale forever.), if that will convince you of what it's done to me. She's such a...yeah. (We kids in APEL are in so much "PAIIIINE". Hahaha I am so not clever. Also, I'm sick of reading about Abraham Lincoln. You would have thought one essay was enough, but...apparently over 9000 revisions are required.)

_{the tribbles are multiplying!!}